It makes me sad to look into those eyes and know that you
don’t look into them every chance you get. I made a choice that they should
belong to me, but that I’d share. You agreed. I still felt guilty and cruel.
And, now, every time you don’t show up to see those eyes light up at the sight
of you, I remember why I made that choice. Those eyes aren’t valuable to you.
They’re valuable because they cost you money. Money you
don’t have, I know. They’re valuable because they mean that you’re someone
special to at least one person on this earth. They’re valuable because you
think they’re a guarantee that you will never be alone. They’re valuable
because they make you feel important. But, if you don’t protect your valuables,
they tarnish and fade. Every time you don’t come to check on your most prized
treasure, his awe and wonder of you chip away just a little bit more.
Eventually, there will be nothing left. Obligation will be the last to go, but
that will wear away as well.
You know what this is like. You’ve been there before. You
swore you didn’t want to repeat the mistakes that were made in your life-that
your joy deserves better than you had. I know it’s hard to change the way you
think. I know it’s hard to change the way you feel. For the sake of your treasure,
you had better. Because lost treasure is always found, and something that
valuable will be recognized for what it is, priceless. And, once something has
been recognized as priceless, an occasional glance or polish will not be enough
to make it shine. Those jewel eyes won’t light up at the mere sight of you
anymore. Those eyes will sparkle for me forever, because I know how beautiful
they are already. And, you won’t realize it until it’s too late.
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